I destroyed my body for a piece of mind that I never got..
You might imagine that a person would resort to self-harm only under extreme circumstances, but once I’d crossed that line the first time, taken that fateful step off the precipice, then almost any reason was a good enough reason, almost any provocation was provocation enough. Cutting was my perfect solution..
It doesn’t seem fair,
To tell you how I feel,
Because you’re going through so much,
And my problems can wait.
So I’ll tell you I love you,
And wait till you’re better again,
Because I love you,
Way more than ill ever love myself.
I wipe your tears
With both hands,
Because if I’m helping…
I failed as a daughter.
I failed as a girlfriend.
I failed as a human being.
brookwinnn omg. I literally was about to cry. You are so amazing and it means SOOO much to me that you still care. I miss you, we need to be close again. Youre still one of my bestfriends too, i know that i can come to you with things. Thank you so much, and i hope you know that its the same for you, im ALWAYS here for you, no matter what. Call me at 3 in the morning, and i will pick up. Ill probably be awake anyways. Brooklyn, you are one of the sweetest people that i know. I really and truly mean that. You have been through so much that isnt fair either. But life only gives you what you can handle. I learned that. I have tried to commit a few times. There was one time when i was completely talked out of it. Please talk to someone, anyone. Im ALWAYS here. Please dont forget that. I love you M&Ms. Stay strong
I dont know what I would do without my bestfriend. He seriously means the world to me. He has helped me through everything and without him I wouldnt even be here right now. He is perfect. Nothing, I hope will ever mess with us. Because if something was to happen, I dont think I could take it.